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| Ever had one of those days where you feel completely useless and nothing important? Yeah, yesterday was just awful! I wanted to get on Diaryland to let it all out last night but the servers were being adjusted. Ugh. I had so much to say last night but since I felt so shitty, I went to be early. Well, not too early. I played Zelda to take out some of my aggression on Tektites. There are days where you just don't know what you are doing. Even though I got some of the stuff at the library, I still don't quite know what I am doing in this group project. All I know is that I am figuring out the stock and bonds of Exxon Corp. That's it. The prof doesn't explain all I need to know in his description of the group project. It was one of those days that I had nothing to do. I just lay around and hated it. Fucking hated it! I am one of those people that need to be active in some way or I just feel like a bum. There is only so much one can do to make his/her room look amazing. I don't know what else to do on it. Another reason I am am in a complete rut is that my arm is still hurting. I don't know how long this damn thing will heal but I left the gym earlier than usual since I could do no more. What really sucked is that I was on a roll in feeling high thanks to the endorphins. Yeah, Joe was there for oh......about 5 seconds. He had to leave early so that sucked. Amazingly enough, I did talk to someone for the first time that I didn't even know. I asked her about her shirt since it was one only sold in Hawaii. Since I *might* go to Hawaii, I wanted to know about it. This girl said it is absolute paradise. We'll see. Right now, I'm not even in the mood to see how great that is. I'm sorry if this feels whiney. I can't seem to help it. I'm in a rut. A complete fucking rut right now. The worry about my group project is slowly getting to me. My stomach is feeling really strange at the moment. My trust is at an all time low and I have no idea on what to do with myself. For some reason, I was temporarily entertained by the movie, End Of Days. Yeah, its that Arnold movie about his battle with Satan. I actually liked it quite a bit. Faith is interesting to put up on display and question. It's funny as well about the porn entries and sex entries I discussed. They got a lot of readers. It seems like you folks like to read about sex. Naughty people! Oh, well. Hope I educated some of you in a few things. It's fun to learn about the things you didn't have the guts to ask about. 0 Got Balls? |
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