I must admit that it was so nice outside that the fog in my head lifted for a temporary moment. Yes, I was a bit happy but then reality sets in....school. Ugh. (makes throw-uppy noises) Then again, it's always cool to watch Insomniac before I head off to Monday, huh?

Okay, Mr. Religious sent a message to my answering machine that goes like this, "It's such a nice day outside, Mike. What are you doing today?" Does this guy sound like Mr. Rogers or a gay stalker? I don't know which either!!!! Guys just don't do that to each other. There is like a rule out there or something to proper guy behavior.

I am a bit pissed at one of my favorite shows, though. Alias had me fuming. Weak writing tonight has me wondering whether I should quit watching. Sloane getting away for the upteenth time is becoming boring. He should have been shot by Dixon, dammit! Those guys are trained NOT to miss. It would have been cool with Irina and Sark as the new baddy duo, though I have a feeling Irina is good. Wonder where I get that idea? Could it be because the writers set me up and then pull the rug from under me?

Things are going to change. I am talking wardrobe and body wise. For wardrobe, I am in need of some new shorts and white shirts. Nothing beats a sexy guy that works out and wears a white shirt so well, huh? Yeah, I am full of myself. Deal with it!

No, I actually am not that fond of myself. I'm going to change my diet to get lower my body fat percentage from 11% to around 8% now. The change consists of me eating more fruit instead of the usual of too much cheese. When I come home from the gym, I will be eating apples instead of Cheetos as well. We'll see how it works........

I don't want anyone getting the idea that I am in love with myself. It's just that I believe in taking care of my body. There is some kind of group that follows these ideals besides me, ya know? Sure, I like my back muscles, arms (though damaged and hurt now), tummy, The Notorious B.I.G., and so on but I also hate it that I can only see 4 abs along with my skinny legs. Ugh. Too much running in the past.

I'm one of those people that likes to test his endurance. Yeah, when I hate being sick I do what's called "push ups til I puke" to overheat my body and rid it of sickness. Every now and then I'll see how much weight I can take in lifting at the gym. Part of being a guy is also doing stupid stuff like taking a cigarette and seeing how much pain you can take. (I was drunk, folks!)

Then again, I learn from these mistakes. I know that no matter how much the guys urge me on, I will not take someone's cig and try to burn a hole in a $5 bill on my wrist. Yeah, I am scarred for life.

It's also not good to be me since I still hold onto my past. Jen and "She Who Shall Not Be Named" really did a wonder on this guy. I just don't trust many women now. It hurts to be alone every now and then but memories of how I once felt still pop up. I'd rather be appreciated than put up with that shit. Oh, there's more but I won't bore you.

So, you see? I have my bad times just as everyone else does. Hell, I'm happy life isn't perfect. It would bore the hell out of me. I just don't bitch and moan about how things get to me all the time like some Diarylanders. You could talk about the good times as well. *hint hint*

Well, I am off to deal with some much needed sleep. Yeah, there's probably gonna be some porn stars (I don't want 'em in real life, though) but a guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do.......

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