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| I've got to admit that I am just fucking out of it tonight. Things running all over my mind are taking their toll on how tired I've been lately. Worries. I worry way too much more than others it seems. What makes me laugh is how people suddenly come out of the woodwork about how they hurt me. "Oops, I didn't realize." Gee, thanks for all those times you bashed me but when I do the same, you tell me about your feelings. It's funny how I've now got a great friend, E. She's someone that soothes me in that there are no worries around her. Let yourself go and she'll do the same. E and I are going to be great since everyone else seems to just be in their own worlds. I want my own world but I pay attention to others' too much. What I do want is luck and pleasantness. It seems to hit others more than me. My ex, Amy, was in the gym tonight and she's doing great. How can I say that I'm still the same old piece of crap that I feel like? Ah, it's so good to be depressed....... 0 Got Balls? |
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