Ah, a youthful life spent in the night long ago in which I came home late, played hard, and slept little. It was fun being a vampire!

Today, was a great day in one of few for me this year. I forgot my own self hatred and kept my mind floating with the amazing blue abyss before me. It's the time where I can find constant mental stimulation where I am at my best, kind of like when I was a little kid as I said above, never coming home til I was ready to rest for tomorrow's activities.

As I said in the last entry, I got The Lost Boys new special edition DVD, Predator's ultra cool special edition DVD 2 disc set, and Kill Bill's gorgeous looking sequel. It's too bad that I do not have the actual Kill Bill since Best Buy gave away cases that fit the 2 because I only have a copy made.

Yoda: "You shall get Kill Bill. Do or do not. There is no try."

It feels funny having so many of the movies I grew up on as a kid. The only void left to fill is the Star Wars Trilogy even if I am a bit pissed that George Lucas did not include the original versions. People that do not understand a love of cinema will not be able to grasp what I am talking about but I hope they try.

So, I sat there and reminisced while I watched The Lost Boys's deleted scenes. I've seen the movie so many times that I can recite just about all dialogue and act out the smirks of Keifer Sutherland, a great vampire. Period.

"How far are you willing to go, Michael?"

It's funny to me when I explained my love of the movie, The Lost Boys, to my stylist. She commented on my beard and spikish hair while comparing it to Keifer's look in the flick. Very nice use of words so I definitely smiled the whole way back to my car. I was once wild but now can only be called that in heart.

People have really been looking at me, lately. The girl in Best Buy that rang up my purchase was flirting with me along with a girl in Waldenbooks tonight. Geez, this beard thing is doing wonders to the point that I may keep it longer than expected. Granted, it's not a full one but a major amount of stubble. I always thought it was my blue eyes.

Granted, I am much too tired to get caught up in watching The Lost Boys. While feeding my dogs in the kitchen, I thought about a time where I remember watching it at my grandparents' TV in the living room. If you can remember where you saw a movie long ago, it obviously left an impression. You can say that about Dog Soldiers and Manhunter, both movies I got caught into at my grandparents' as well.

Predator is just a movie that is so unbelieveably smart that I can see it over and over again, kind of like Jaws. It may star Arnold, a man I pretty much detest at this point in time, but it has what lacks in movies nowadays, major testosterone. I'm a lover of physical strength so I go crazy when Arnold and Carl do an in the air arm wrestle that just catapolts me to wishing I had that much. Living around too many girls in college had me filled with estrogen thanks to that scientific term "osmosis."

I'm still addicted to this camel toe website but find it odd in women sending pictures of themselves with their legs wide open. You won't find me on the net looking for porn but I love this website! The comments sent by lookers is hilarious in describing their love of these toes or just being dumb. Mostly dumb.

It's just an area that I, a major vagina lover, worship along with eyes and tummy. Green eyes or brown eyes drive me all the way to heaven but this little pink place between a girl's legs makes me have to sit down. The whole lovely design of the female anatomy caused many artists to study it. Why shouldn't I?

All of my girlfriends from the past knew they could expect me to go down on them so they'd just lay back while I undressed them. There is nothing that can beat the excitement of pulling off wet panties and to me, it was always fun to find out how wet that area had become by then exploring with my tongue. I'm thinking that that is the secret in going down on girls in that a guy should really explore with his tongue instead of just sticking it in. Teasing is fun as well since I lick all around while occasionally nuzzling that little whisp of hair before going to that little pink palace.

Ah, but I will never allow myself to tell what my oral sex secrets are since I like to keep things to myself. My advice is to explore with your tongue and to really lose yourself in the process since the scent and the wetness cause me to do this.

Oh, the fence is slowly going up. My dad hurt his hip somehow so this is the reason for the slowness. My job is to help every now and then but the hell is that I have more gravel to haul. Fucking hate those things, man! 50 pound bags that need to be carried all while not allowing them to spill open. Oh, musn't forget about the mud on the bag itself.

I've been wondering why my dreams have not been erotic in so long. A guy's got to think about sex a lot but all I can dwell on at night is eerie music followed by long ago events that turn even stranger. The good thing is that my morning wood is not as frequent so I don't have to run down the hall with a massive weiner.

However, I have this really, really big feeling that I'm going to be involved with someone this year. My personality is all over the place thanks to major adrenaline from workouts and feeling so full of energy here and there. Yes, I still get depressed but I'm guessing the fact that Fall is on its way makes for a much happier me.

Well, I must get back to my PenDragon and then off to sleep with dreams of high schoolers drinking apple juice instead of beer. That's just wrong, no?

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