This morning, I picked up Christina Aguilera's new DVD, Chrstina Aguilera In the UK. I just had to all because of her amazing lyrical twisting along with a voice that one cannot forget. Plus, I am an admirer of Xtina and how she continually stands up for a girl's desire for sexual freedom.

I've done this entry in the past but I'd like to do it again. You see, I not only find Xtina to be beautiful but when women have something amazing inside, I tend to go in a deep trance of admiration in how someone will go to great lengths to show the injustices done. The hypocrisy of that in many religions shows and she points out to blind eyes. It's a sad world when women are not allowed to enjoy their sexuality while a dumbass rapper is allowed to run a credit card down a woman's ass crack.

You see, I love sex in all its forms, love making and raunchy dirty fun on playground equipment or out in the snow where not a drop of my cum hits the ground but ends up in my girlfriend's mouth. I love feeling the warm wetness that has formed between my lover's legs as I kiss her deeply and rub the palm of my hand down there. I love grabbing a hold of my lover's ass as she wraps her legs around me and how my knees grow weak at the feelings now surging within me. I love the scent of my lover's vagina as it delivers itself into the air while my penis begins to harden with needs of its own. I love turning my lover around while kissing her neck and massaging those breasts. I love unbuttoning my lover's jeans and being able to place my hands more deeply down there to feel the wet sticky desires she, too, is feeling. I love pull down her jeans and then her panties only to find a lovely "wet spot" that shows how she, too, is awaiting me.

Now what do you notice about this? Am I raunchy? Disgusting? A possible letter to Penthouse Magazine? Or are you possibly going to refresh your browser all because I have made you gag? Weird. If I had to spell it out in big letters, I'd say this........MY FANTASIES ARE MORE IN TUNE TO PLEASING HER!!! The only things I have told you that even elicit a response from me is to know my lover is turned on. In no way did I mention my penis being inside her to release my own orgasm and then walk away as if she was a rag doll. Yes, I will kiss my lover after she has gone down on me.

What I am also trying to say is that society allows me to speak out what turns me on or to tell of my sexual history (Oh, don't me started on that one!). Women have constantly been held down or many are very shy of speaking their desires all in the name of being given the terms "whore," "slut," or even "ho." Why the term for a garden tool as being so degrading is pretty damn stupid to me.

Editor: "Hi, my name is "sprinkler!"

Xtina has cleverly pointed out how musicians and people in our society put down women when they speak up about their sexuality. You see rappers walking around half-naked women and treating them like they are nothing more than a place to stick their dicks in while Xtina makes a video that is pretty damn odd (but I loved!) called "Dirrty" (sp?) but she gets the cold shoulder. People were so shocked that a woman enjoys sex!

2 women in my life made me the way I am today, Kristan and my mother. I have had a close relationship with my mom for a long time thanks to my dad being away at work so often. Yes, I taught myself baseball, football, and all other sports while she got me interested in something that was hidden within, my love of women. Now, I'm not saying that all women are perfect but I do have a fierceness in which I stand up for women being able to speak their minds.

Kristan is the woman that opened my eyes to female sexuality. I wish all of my readers were able to meet a woman that spent countless hours debating with me on our world's constant need to keep women and their sexuality so hush-hush. Yes, I was once in love with this woman whom I gave my virginity to at the age of 19 right next to a fireplace. It was here on out that we made love every chance we got and I felt so lucky to be taught how to really pleasure someone. Kristan told me that the only reason she let me inside her was because I was different than other guys and she wanted to share her body with someone as open to learning as I am.

Women: "Oh, Mike! You are making us cry!"

Whatever. All I am saying is that women have a right to speak their minds on sex. I've grown tired of guys sitting around and degrading women in how they fucked but didn't care whether their girlfriends came. Girls don't need to be graphic but just know that their sexuality is a right and a gift. Guys with no respect for this should be forgotten and dumped on the side of the road.

We have a store in my town that is a start. It's basically a female sexuality shop owned by a woman that has an interesting rule. No men are allowed unless accompanied by a female. The reason is simple. I'm sure women would feel more comfortable in purchasing vibrators or their own porn without being drooled over by some prick that makes her feel disgusted. I know from my own experiences in the dorm and life that women do enjoy porn.

I had 2 female friends that had very little fear of their own love of the male anatomy. As I said before, girls have a preference in their penises and should be vocal as they wanna be. One friend of mine had pictures all over her wall of naked guys and their schlongs hanging out. She was surprised that this did not offend me while I was in the room. Why should it? Guys I've known throughout life have had pictures of Penthouse where women are completely giving their best gyno shots.

Yeah, I was bit shocked in the sense that girls like to see naked guys since we learn in old Human Sexuality books that women are more into the written word version of porn while guys are only into pictures. Then again, I'm also a negative on this in that porn videos generally do not turn me on. I just laugh or grow bored since I'd rather be doing what is on them or I really, really need a plot. The water cooler boy's 2nd blowjob scene by the blonde with massive tits just isn't enough.

My second favorite girl was Gina, a complete lover of penises. It was once I got to know her that she discussed this with me. My memory is hazy on all this but I do know that Gina had a stack of Playgirls that she kept of penises she enjoyed seeing. I'm pretty sure it was thickness that was her preference but who am I to speak for her? Lovely girl that Gina was and yes, I let her see my penis that was drained shortly after. Unfortunately, I did not get to finish tending to her needs since her roommate was due back from class. What a lovely vagina Gina had that I got to taste!

It's funny because I share some of the pain of what Christina has talked about. My friends put me down because I love orally doing girls. I love it! I've never felt embarassed and no one has coerced me to think solely of my own orgasm. You don't know how many times I have heard how the vagina is dirty, disgusting, smells funny (Oh, but we likes it!), and so on. It saddens me to hear that guys demand to have their cocks sucked while they will never allow their tongues to touch their lover's wetness unless it's for a very special occasion.

I do not care about how many guys a girl has had sex with but I do pay attention to how she presents herself. There were many times I could have just had sex but had not desired to. Last year in early November, a girl really paid a bit of attention to me and constantly grabbed my ass on the dance floor. Fine. It was the fact that she was hitting on me while her boyfriend was playing pool that pissed me off. I am fiercely loyal and that is important to me. Oh, Bald-O said she had fucked pretty much the whole male population in the town but that didn't faze me. It just says she has experience and knows how to weild a cock.

It is within me that I prefer a woman of experience because I enjoy a deeper sexuality rather than someone that wants me to just stick my dick in her. My belief in the spirituality of sharing my lifeforce, or "cum," as some people call it makes it a bit more complicated. Many girls feel grossed out how I enjoy going down on them for a good period of time because it gives me great pleasure to see them orgasming. J never unsderstood this since her ex-boyfriend just did it to get his soon or quiet her up. Sad.

It could just be Kristan's curse in showing me a deeper feeling from sex instead of me finding myself fucking and then leaving. I like waking up knowing my lover is there and then curling up next to the warmth of her body. If you feel that you need to be married to do all this, I feel sorry for your weakness in being subjected to your religion's hypocrisy or pathetic lies. Marriage was started as a form of property, namely women, and not in the bible. Why people of the collar continue to preach this is beyond me but the weak and feeble minded need something to make their lives whole.

I'm growing bored with this entry but just know that I admire Christina Aguilera for not giving in to her critics and her desire to push buttons. There is no way I'd be embarassed to attend one of her concerts. Britney, on the other hand, is nothing of interest to me. She's just a pawn that has lost any sort of style with no real talent but that is another long argument.

Oh, the reason I am doing my entry a bit earlier is that I have work, tomorrow. At around 5am, I will be awakened to hit the old place that found me dealing with characters like Crotch Rot and Co. that made me times annoying but I did have some fun. The guys I work with, although dumb, made the time go by faster.

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