-Caption on a sign I read at Fenway Park where the Red Sox are playing the New York Yankees.

Wow, what a game! I've always been a closeted fan of the Red Sox since I live near the Chicago area, where we are expected to swear alegiance to 1 of 2 teams, White Sox or Cubs. When Roger Clemens pitched for the Red Sox, I would always try to catch a game or 2 just to see him pitch as well as to see Wade Boggs and Co. Alas, it's hard when you are expected to root for the Cubs team, when all management wants to do is disrupt a good thing by throwing away good pitching or paying too much to mediocre players. Sammy Sosa, I'm talking about you and your consistent whining.

Oh, enough of this testosterone within me, folks. I'm just trying to show you that within this feminine interior brought up by strong women, I'm still a bit of boy at heart. Baseball was a sport I loved to play along with football and anything else that involved me bleeding out on a field. Each sex has to bleed in some way, I guess, but I do love to see women kick ass on the field as well. Jenny Finch is a great softball pitcher so I recommend watching her when you can.

So, I start my morning of Sunday the 17th by hitting the gym. Just a light workout, nothing fancy to wake myself up. I'm now up to 191.5 pounds and quite steady. I'm not sure why because my diet has not changed along with many other things. When I get a digital camera, I'll post pictures of me with my boys so those that want to see me will. I hope I live up to the hype because I get the feeling that a lot of people that read me want to see me.

We all want to see our loyal Diarylanders and I'm not ashamed to admit that. I've seen Sara, Kristine, PenDragon, Sammy, and many others. To those, I've sent pictures of me but a few got more than just that. Sammy and I share pics every year since we've known each other a long, long time here. She calls me one of the least stalkerish Diarylanders around with my laid back sense. Sara got a few that show the similarities we have and I'm liking her more and more.

Editor: "She's gonna throw you out of Club Raven! No soup for you!"

Well, the whole point is that I will change things around one day and I'll have a locked entry that will allow people to see little ol' me along with my friends that do not annoy me. Bald-O is pretty much himself, shaved head and all so seeing him will not be much of a surprise.

I'd like to thank those that responded to my entry on "swallowing." It's not something that is for everyone's tastes. No pun intended but we do discuss the subject. What I tried to do was to tell how I see things in women swallowing cum as well as why I enjoy going down on girls all while enjoying their juices. It's my view that we shouldn't be so restricted in what we feel like saying and I've got to point out that there are some female Diarylanders that can really get on the topic of swallowing semen. Even I can blush a bit.

Yes, I will do another banned entry in the future on another subject, probably why abstinence sucks. I'll delete it just like I did with my entries on abortion and swallowing. It's definitely amusing to find that girls like what I have to say as well as give their views. I love the feedback and yes, Sara, dear, I will get back to you.

While in the gym, I ran into Kim, a fellow gym-goer and all around blonde that finds me extremely humor filled. Anyway, I let into it with her about Brianne (the 16 year old that I treat like a sister) and how I'm not comfortable with her going out with a guy that already has a girlfriend as well as being much older than her. What I cannot believe is my acting this way since I'm all for people doing and discovering life on their own. I just hate it when I let people in me since Brianne's a great girl but a bit lost.

While pondering my pathetic sense of sensitivity, I hobbled on over to Best Buy and found the Game Cube game, Super Smash Bros. for only $20. So worth it. It's just hilarious fun to have 4 people sit around playing a video game that finds you killing mushrooms or trying to hammer/shoot/flamethrow/ your friends while playing Nintendo characters like Link or Bowser. I first came across this game while some girls stole their little brother's GameCube and brought it into the dorm. I had never seen girls get all riled up over a giant mushroom looking character being hacked by Mario.

I don't know about you but I just like games that incite violence or something. Not only is Super Smash Bros. very G-Rated fun but the shit I've seen like Def Jam Fight For NY is outrageous. I so want to take on Bald-O as Method Man and smash his face against a fence. We can bond while he yells obscenities against me. Ever played Bond on the N64? Bald-O came close to crying when I shot him full of holes with a AK-47. Good times!

So, Bill O' Reilly is in trouble for sexual harassment. I hate this guy with all my heart with his smugness on protecting the U.S. from spin. Sorry, but Bill's show is basically him spouting out HIS views all while yelling at guests that disagree. You don't wanna know how many hours I had to watch of this show while running the treadmill at my gym last year. Ugh. My hope is that Bill will be gone someday.

It's funny about Bill O' Reilly, at least to me. Jenna Jameson, THE most amazing porn star that can defend the industry like no one can. was on the show. Gawd, she gave Bill a real good debate on the merits of porn all while it was his turn to shut the fuck up. I love Jenna and her mind full of learned thoughts as well as how she showed Bill's hypocrisy in wanting her tapes to get "research." Interesting since he even denied all this. I don't believe Bill for a second. As Jenna said, the most religious freaks are the most perverted.

For the first time in a long time, my parents and I went out to a fancy restaurant. You know the types? It's the place where there is candle in the center of the table and you don't see gigantic women with 6 kids squeezing ketchup in their mouths all while trying to talk to some guy that barely speaks English into the drive thru speakerbox. Let me tell ya that $83.93 was so worth it!

Gawd, I felt kind of weird getting nicely dressed for a restaurant that is pretty dark. I'd look around at people, mostly old, that sat there knowing how to actually use their knives and forks. No snot on the sneeze guards at the salad bar. *I'm sure McDonalds would be really interesting with a salad bar. Don't you?* Just me with a well done steak, steak fries, and 4 giant fried shrimp. How the fuck did I deserve this?

So, it's no surprise that I am stuffed and have felt that way since 6pm. My mom's used to me drinking a cold Corona with a lime in front of her. That's my celebrating beer while my drinkin' one is Natty Light with the boys. For some reason, I looked at my beer tonight and thought of how much I miss my PenDragon. While visiting her in Canada, I got a case of Corona and we had to use the box as a table while in the hotel. It's easy to say that I really miss my PenDragon, guys.

Well, I'd just like to say goodnight to all. Right now, I'm suddenly missing someone very special in Canada along with many other thoughts that continue to move within me. Sara, I'll get back to you since I enjoyed your views. I'm going to see if the Red Sox won so get ready to start your weeks! Goodnight.

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